Time Well Wasted

I don't know what to do.

So I guess I'm just gonna sit here and write and see what comes out.

Life has been interesting up here.

I like most of it, but the parts I don't like, I hate a lot.

I would say 99% like and 1% dislike.

At least it's not like when you were in France and we can actually talk to each other.

By the way everyone up here thinks it's so awesome that you went over there.

I think they think that because it is awesome.

I don't know if I've spent this much time playing video games since like middle school.

It is a good way to waste time.

Once I've finished practicing there isn't a heckuva lot to do.

Next semester that will be way different.

I'm gonna be so loaded with work.

We'll see how coming home goes.

Probably pretty much like this time.

Every three weeks.

It's soooo freakin' long.

I don't know if I can keep it up.

I'll probably only last two weeks this next time.

You wouldn't think that 7 days could take so long, I mean God can do a lot with only 7 of them, and at the rate it feels like they are going now I almost understand how he did it.

That's a lie.

I couldn't begin to fathom how he could have so much power to do all of that, and I can't even muster the energy to do...well a lot of things.

I just remembered that I need to purchase a couple of french horn books, so I guess now is as good of time as any.

You guys all have wonderful days, and if you read this far, thanks.

I miss you so much.

:o

Stuck in the Dark

I had a good smoothie/shake today.

I liked it.

It was strawberry lemonade.

Yea.

I'm still jealous.

Don't know what to do.

It hurt just to wake up, whenever you're wearing thin.

Alone on the outside

So tired of looking in.

The end is uncertain

And I've never been so afraid,

But I don't need a telescope to see there is hope

And that makes me feel brave.

I had a really hard practice tonight.

Very frustrated.

Thanks owl city.

Gotta get in some light.

Ooooo...imagery.

I could use a hug.

S/

Interesting

I have nothing to say.

I would've thought it would be the exact opposite.

I Hate Sally

She hates me.

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

X/

What a Cluster-F***

This has all gone wrong.

There's a lot I could say, but none of it would be worth the webpage it's posted on.

I'm so happy I get to see you tonight.

It wouldn't have mattered when, but I'm happier it's sooner as opposed to later.

Don't look too deep into that...for God's sake I'm not being mean.

I really dislike when people try to find alternate meanings behind words.

Like a lot.

Sometimes on here I do, but when I talk to you, or I text, I'm speaking what I mean.

Not hiding the truth.

Oh I can't wait.

Stupid Keyboarding.

=D