I should really get a move on.
I am in fact doing quite a lot, but it really feels like I'm doing nothing.
Like I'm floating along watching everything change around me.
Or maybe I'm the one who has changed dramatically and I'm not even close to the same person I used to be.
I just want to be home for a while.
I'm so ready for a break, I just can't get the um... drive up to do anything right now.
This is so stupid.
Why the hell would anyone put a break three weeks before the end of classes?
Wait...maybe it's four.
Still, twelve weeks in a row of school with no breaks...at all, not even a single day off, is just a little too much.
I want to go home and see all of you.
Not have to worry about doing calculus or anything.
Practice some yea, but not because if I don't I'm gonna be way behind, but because I want to again.
Be there and just be.
Sit and watch.
X0 ...zzzz...zzz...zz...z...
About Me
- hornextraordinare
- I'm Chris, I'm not entirely sure what to say about myself. My friends describe me as a masterful horn player. I think they go too far, I'd be so much better if I actually apllied myself. I'm extremely random. Not a whole lot of what I write will make sense, but that's ok. I'm not writing it for you. Music is life. Not just mine, it's eveyone's life and if you don't believe that I'm sorry.
3 comments:
Eventually you will be practicing because you like to again. You just have to wait. Love wait. Gilly flowers maybe stead of daisies idk though what do you think?
I love Brooke's comment by the way.
But.. I can't wait for summer when we can all hang out again.
I completely agree... It's been way too long since we all got the chance to hang out...
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