Fire & Rain

Ha!

I think that's the second time I've used that as a title.

:P

Rough Go

That's what I'm having.

Just so much to do.

All of a sudden I'm an adult.

It punched me square in the face.

I am by no means ready for it.

Completely unprepared.

Sometimes I wish bad things that completely go against the gifts I've been given.

Stop it.

Hey I realized something today.

Yup, sure did.

Gotta get my shit together...however, the previous two statements and this one are totally unrelated.

:S

Goodbye?

Hm...

Alright-a-rooty.

That seems very rude.

We all feel so loved.

No reason or nothin.

Well, ok then.

I actually think I know why.

:)

Weeks

...as far as they go mine generally aren't too bad.

But this one was just shitty.

I don't like anything about it.

Wait.

I lied, the concert tonight went well.

Besides that there is no redeeming quality.

Perhaps it's just the fact that my horn playing was awful this week.

I'm tired of working so hard at classes that aren't at all, or are just a little relevant to my major.

Blech!

I hate english.

I think.

All the friggin' time.

About what happened.

About Andy McKee and 8008135 and thumb wrestling and Ancient Aliens and so much else.

I keep thinking it's all in the past.

I keep thinking of her.

I keep thinking.

Keep, keep thinking love.

Ha!

Not quite the right lyrics.

By the way, just because someone doesn't comment doesn't mean they don't read.

Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Human error, is the worst kind.

Got stuck in a traffic jam today and danced to Girls Just Wanna Have Fun with the two other guys in the car.

Some girls next to us laughed real hard.

Fun times.

Wish me luck next week.

Hope her week goes as well as I want it to.

@:/

(WHAT A HAIRDO!)

Fly Me Away

Oh I'd love to, but I don't know who you are anymore.

Used to could say I did.

Ha!

Talking like a hill-billy is funny.

Regardless...

there will come a time and there will be happiness.

I hope only the best for her.

:o)

(awwwww....it's a cute clown to brighten your day)

Subject Association

So...

Have you ever taken something and associated it with another unrelated thing?

ie: Listening to Dental Care makes me think of new Kansas/44 overpass and Braum's, driving home, warm days, and ignorance.

I hate this feeling, one of thinking of good times old times, bad times old times.

Had a dream about her the other night.

Kind of a good dream, kind of not.

Don't really remember a whole heckuvalot about it, but I do remember seeing her.

Reaching out, feeling fear, sadness.

Trying to give reassurance that everything will be alright even though I've got no idea if it will or not.

What happens when a boy who's very confused and doesn't know what to do meets a girl with the same feelings?

A lot.

All of the things I say flow so much better when I'm about to fall asleep and I just happen to think them up.

I like Sky Sailing, I only associate it with calm and joy.

{8)

Riddles

Maybe I shouldn't leave so much information out...

Seems people often get the wrong idea about what I'm saying...

But now that just wouldn't be nearly as much fun...

Or hurtful?...

BOOGIE NIGHTS! THERE'S NO DOUBT IT IS TIME TO PARTY!

Lol.

I posted that and then realized how that last part could totally be misconstrued.

That is simply the song that's in my head.

I heard someone playing it down the hall.

Didn't really mean that because you say you're single means I can do whatever the hell I want without regard to hurting you.

80

Woah

That came out of nowhere.

Hadn't thought about that in a long, long time.

Who gives a shit?

Good for you.

&/

Fighting...

...off the strong urge to laugh.

I hoped that was coming.

So very fitting.

Loving how that turned out.

Bitch.

You know how I know in back at school?

Cursing.

I'm already tired of being home.

This place is a drain.

On my time, emotions, brain.

It's like there's not a single redeeming quality to this place anymore.

I really don't like being here.

Brings back memories that I don't particularly want to remember.

Like my sit in my hottub.

Be jealous.

I wouldn't be if I knew how it turned out.

Having a seemingly rough time right now.

At a new low.

Bed time.

My feelings are a mix between hate, annoyance, distrust, doubting, and a bunch of other pronouns that are only mean and hateful.

But fuck me right?

X[

(me after I shoot myself)

I feel a Restatement coming On

You could be happy.

I...um...know you are.

You give what you take.

Eh...may have been right.

That is completely not my decision though.

Lovin' the playlist I created.

'Cept the Jaymay.

Can't take that.

Oh well.

Did you know that if you act at least partially gay, or perhaps not interested intimately, around girls they seem to like you so much more.

It's all about trust and not worrying.

I'm digging campus life this year.

So many more friendly people.

Everyone stops by and sits to chat, or watch a movie with us.

It's nice.

Also, I find it weird that I don't really want to come home anymore.

I have no reason to.

Well that's not completely true, I do get free laundry.

Ah, there it goes.

Just that little twinge and I've got you.

BOINK!

Annnnnnd done.

Done?

I've got no fucking clue.

I cain't get no...satisfaction.

I have more thoughts on unrelated issues.

So I'm thinking of being a music theory major.

Well much less thinking, and more actually becoming a music theory major.

That's cool.

I think life will be fun for me.

Maybe not always financially secure, but still so, so, so much fun.

Regardless, irregardless?

I'm losing my grip, do I actually care to hang on?

Give me a reason.

These awkward sentences doing anything for you?

No?

Well...

I don't know what to tell you, nor do I think I'd be given the chance.

Hard to get an audience these days.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

You don't get it, you don't get it.

But I don't either...

damn.

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