Tuesday, March 31, 2009

IIIIIIII...

don't think I'm going to say what I want to on here.

I feel like I'm restating myself.

DEEP BREATH.

I'll fix it, just give me a day, I gotsta round up my hoes and beat 'em down.

Or...you know, just let them know how to act.

No, biggy.

Very frustrating that I'm going to have to do this, but some people just don't understand what not to do.

Seriously...

I shake my head at the thought of your bone-headedness.

8/

Monday, March 30, 2009

Curse Word

Really?

$2,000

That's it?

I'm not entirely sure I can afford $9,000.

I don't like this prospect at all.

This makes me very not happy.

A lot not happy.

Like, the most not happy I've been in a while.

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X(

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Dadgummit

I missed something.

I'm not sure what it was that I missed.

Why do I like playing CoD4 when it makes me so indescribebly angry...which in itself is a completely dumb phrase since I just described it.

Also, I'm not sure if that's how you spell indescribebly.

Why does 9 days feel like 29 years?

Oh...right, that's why.

I'm completely crazy for that girl.

My eyes hurts.

There is no need for the s at the end of that word.

Only a little more waiting.

:/

Monday, March 23, 2009

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Fitting...

Oh, dear.

It's been hardly three days

And I'm longing to feel your embrace

There are several days

Until I can see your sweet face.

:(

So, uh...

It's been a year since my father died.

A year since I lost probably the most influencial person in my life.

What bothers me is that I remember almost every second from getting home, up until the EMTs got there. After that it's splotchy.

I really wish that I could get it out of my head.

It feels like it was yesterday.

Don't worry about me though.

I know that God wanted it to happen that way, so it did.

It was supposed to.

You know, if he hadn't of died, we would be in some pretty serious financial trouble, I'm sure.

Today was fun though. Spent it mostly with my oldest brother flying...rather, trying to fly a kite.

For a while we had the plane put together wrong, but once we got it figured out, I had it flying for like 30 seconds or so...

Then it got stuck in a tree, so of course I decided to climb the tree to retrieve it...

2 and 1/2 hours, and a bunch of thorn cuts later, I have my kite.

I mean, come on it's a tri-plane kite, I'm not losing it to some crack pot tree.

Man, I miss you a lot.

Fun times, my brothers are just like me, so you can imagine what happens.

Like for serious.

A bunch.

[I'm talking about Brooke, not my father (missing him is kind of implied)]

(Like those double parenthesis?)

I should go to sleep, but video games sound way more fun.

:P

Friday, March 20, 2009

But Know-o, You Know Can Trust

It's truly amazing how backwards this is.

la di da

Lots of waiting this coming week.

I have a feeling that's all it's gonna be.

Poop.

From I first...

:S