i just want to see You

And now we've taken so many steps backwards.

Before you knew about that, you thought you were all I needed.

And that is still true.

Why do you suddenly think you need to be different, when last week you didn't.

I'm the same person I was before you saw that, nothing has changed.

All you have to do is the same thing you did for quite a while.

How can I possibly talk you in to believing this?

I know you don't think you'll ever live up to what I want you to be, but the reality of the situation is that you were.

But now you seem reclusive, like you don't want to be near me, because you think you aren't good enough for me.

Well, dearie, that is the most incorrect thought you've had since we started dating.

Just be Brooke.

Please?

:'(

I'm

Empty.

:/

Of Course Not

I have an idea.

But I know it won't work.

Because of one reason.

8/

So Alone

And it's not because I'm not around people.

I dunno.

I just feel seperated.

It's not anybody's fault.

It's just one of those things.

Let me tell you though, it is not very fun.

It's like I'm on my own little island way out from everything else.

I don't really know what to do.

:(

Worst Farmer's Tan Ever

You know, you're gonna have to let me buy you the things I/my dog break.

I'm just gonna keep harassing you about it until you either:1. cave, or 2. get so mad at me you're throwing things.

So just suck it up, and let me do this for you.

Now kids...

sunscreen is a very good item.

I hurt.

Owie.

I think even my eyes are red.

Ugh.

:S

Just Call Me James

I bowled a lot better than I usually do tonight.

That was pretty fun.

Yea...

Anywho, sitting here now, not so much.

She speaks very truly.

Yellow light, turned red too quickly.

One of these days.

Maybe.

Doubt it.

Not too much left.

:I

So soon?

Haven't had much to say lately.

This is gonna be awkward here in about a week and a half.

He's a nice guy and I think he's smart enough to know better...but if he tries to "lay down some ground rules"...guess who's moving in with his older brother.

I don't think that'll happen though.

BIG CHANGE

Yup, that's it.

:0