Hmm...

Lots of stuff has happened since I was last here.

I'm very not happy about some of it. In fact I'm really pissed off about it.

I just don't understand how the hell someone could hear that and not do anything.

Pardon my German...but what the fuck?

And you call yourselves friends? How could you possibly pass as friends?

Granted, I don't know everything, but still I can't comprehend what could go through a person's head when they percieve something like that is happening.

Messed up.

I really wish I could do something to make things better. But I know I can't. If you ever need to talk, I'll be here. I may not know that pain...but I've dealt with some pretty bad shit lately.

However, on to a more happy note.

I played well tonight.

I'm glad, because I only get one chance at it so if I failed that time I wouldn't get another try.

But I didn't.

Oh, and sorry that I didn't get a chance to talk to you guys. People just friggin' kept coming. I really didn't expect that.

I hope you enjoyed it.

And thank you so very much for coming. It really is greatly appreciated to know that someone else cares.

Again if you ever need to talk...I pretty good at being a wall to yell at. You wouldn't be the first one.

And that's what's happened since I was last here.

=S