WHY?!?!

WHY AREN'T YOU HERE?!

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THIS?!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME?!

I'm stuck in a forever repeating loop. All I hear is that God-awful scream, the scream of an impossibly scared wife looking at her dead husband. All I see is your lifeless body laying on the ground.

WHY WON'T THIS LEAVE ME HEAD?!

I know I can't give up though. You would never let me. I than the Lord every day for what He's giving. But that's only after I curse Him for what He took.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT WORDS CAN HARDLY CONTAIN MY OVERWHELMING FEELINGS.

This is why I play. Not for them, but for me and You.

PLEASE STAY WITH ME.

I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU.

Sometimes I feel so empty and alone. That's when I get the most frightened. As I sit here crying the only thing that provides me any small hope is that I know your in Heaven. Beyone the shadow of a doubt.

But that does nothing to quench the fiery rage burning inside me.

I'LL ALWAYS MISS YOU.

And I hope that I'll always have You.

Thank God the tears have stopped.

R